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She doesn't know that I know... m4w
...that she's been having an affair for nearly a year now. And it's ok, actually. I was pretty upset at first, but she isn't letting it affect our relationship, and she treats me well...maybe even better now. So, even though I'm not exactly thrilled, there seems to be a somewhat beneficial tradeoff.
But I want to have some fun, too.
I want to feel that spark of meeting someone new, the nervous excitement of getting to know someone, and the passion of exploring a new body for the first time, the erotic joy of learning what turns someone else on.
Like the heading says, I'm 44, but I'm in good shape, and I honestly don't look my age; I often pass for someone in my 30s. I'm college-educated, brown eyes and brown hair, I've been told that I'm attractive more than once, but then again, beauty is always in the eye of the beholder. You might think I'm hot. Or or maybe you'll think I'm pretty average. I'll send you a picture so you can get an idea. Oh, and I'm extremely clean and D/D free. I do like an occasional drink though.
You? You're fun. And funny, and hopefully pretty lighthearted. I don't take myself too seriously, and you don't either. You're mostly height/weight proportionate, which can be anything from "hardbody" to "gets a little exercise and wears those curves awfully well". Your skin color isn't really of concern to me. Your height, age, and hair color and length aren't all that important either, although being within 10 years of my age in either direction is probably a good idea. But don't let that stop you if you're an exceptionally mature and adventurous 20-something. It doesn't matter to me if you're single or attached or married or divorced or whatever, but from a purely logistical standpoint, it might be easier if you're mostly unattached. We can figure something out, though. You're sensual, you're confident in your sexiness, and you're uninhibited.
Curious? Excited? Amused? Drop me a note.